Mr Ong's call

it is such a big surprise for me....
alr set the alarm for rang at 2pm...
but stop the alarm n continue to sleep until mr ong call me....
n i'm blur to respond for several seconds until i recognize his voice...
what a big shame n i can hear ppl laughing from the phone... haiz....
feel sorry for him cos alr not attending his class in this condition many time liao...
tomoro will go to somebody's house to avoid it from happening again...

- i will try to change my sleeping habit.... dun wan to sleep over liao la.....

It's time to WORK !!!

just finish my midyear exam....
really a shit exam... the worst i have ever had...
from the question, i noe tat teachers have lower down the difficulty to let us get a good mark...
the questions asked is actually not difficult but i cant answer them...
now i dare not think of getting a good mark...
just a PASS for all the subjects alr can make me feel so grateful...
but i afraid tat will not happen... especially for physics n chemistry...
(i dun wan to have my first red ink in my report book ah !!!)
not only the midyear exam, i also do bad in the MUET...
the summary part wan us to describe but i only write down the points...
my essay's points re also not strong enough... really need to prepare for my next MUET exam...

haiz... really feel so disappointed for myself...
the new batch of lower six has enter the school recently...
then i just realise tat i was doing nothing in the previous year...
my brain is not just blank of wat should be learn in form six...
but the things learn in the spm level is also being forgotten...
feel like just wasting the time...

it's really the time for me to work hard...
tat is only about 3 months left for the trial which is also very important...
hope i can regain my interest n concentration in study then try to score well in the exam...

MUET Speaking Test

just have my second speaking test yesterday...
the main tittle is how to make the most effective way for studying n teaching
n luckily, i am candidate D n getting quite a good topic:
-> to have more coursework n educational trips...
haha.. it is the best topic ever in our group cos i can separate it into 2 parts to get more points....
one more lucky thing is tat we had just visited parlimen this monday...
surely i have use it as a good example to support my points....
but i some how feel a bit "not song" when go to the group discussion part...
the "A" had make the opening yet she wants to make the conclusion...
she says she had talk less n she try to talk more...
but how with others? i am still ok but sam n khing even talk lesser then her...
feel like a bit sorry to them cos i may be the one who use lots of time... hehe....
by the way, i hope all of us can do well in our coming saturday ( hope i can achieve band 5 la...)
but... for the coming midyear exam... arrrrrr... headache ah !!!

迟到大王

    我小时候，常听大人说“早起三光，晚起三慌”，又总是听他们在早早准备，到头来还
是赶不及的时候说：“起个大早，赶个晚集！”
   我当时就不解地问：既然讲早起的人，可以看见旭光、月光和星光同时在天空，好像非
常从容，又怎么会“起个大早，赶个晚集”呢？
   他们的回答很简单：“因为拖！”
   这使我想起初来纽约，常在示范画大瀑布的时候，问参观的人有没有去过尼加拉瀑布，
令人意外的是，居然摇头的占了相当高的比例，他们的道理也很简单：“因为近，心想反正
什么时候要去都成，所以一直拖下来.”妙的是那些人多半去过需要几天车程的佛罗里达，
或更远的夏威夷。
   “拖”就是这么妙，拖时间的人，不一定是没有时间，反而可能有充裕的时间；拖欠债
款的人，常在手头有钱时拖着不还，直到没有钱；拖延不给朋友回信的人，也可能总是把信
放在案头，天天都想回，却一拖就是几个月。
   你会发现，爱迟到的人，似乎总是迟到，远程的约会，他要迟到；在他家旁边碰面，他
还是可能迟到；连你早早到他家，坐在客厅里等，只见他东摸摸、西磨磨，到头来，仍然无
法准时出发，这原因是什么呢？难道是心理有毛病吗？
   我想他们的心理不是真有毛病，却可能是心里总想着：“不急嘛！时间还多！”“不急
嘛！还有一些时间！”“不急嘛！大概正好可以赶上！”“不急嘛！如果运气好，还不会迟
太多！”“不急嘛！别的人也不可能准时！”
   最后则是：“不急嘛！反正已经迟了！”
   问题是，他这一拖就不知拖去了别人多少时间，更失去了多少宝贵的光阴和成功的机
会。
   跟我学画的学生，常对我说：“老师！我的墨总是磨不黑，怎么办？”
   我的答案很简单：“多磨一会儿！”
   可不是吗？如果他的墨不是本来就做成灰颜色的，而是真正的黑墨，当然不可能磨不
黑，所以磨不黑并非墨的问题而在于他自己。
   同样的，如果你问我：“我就是爱拖，怎么办？”
   我的答案则是：“不要拖！立刻行动！”
   当你把心里面那些“不急嘛！”“不急在今天！”“时间还多！”的意念完全抛开，而
告诉自己“立刻行动”时，你拖的毛病就会霍然而愈了！
   由于你不论多早起床，却总是弄得迟迟出门，而常在第一堂课迟到，使我不得不说这一
大番话给你听，因为“起个大早，赶个晚集”的人，要比那忘了上闹钟，而起晚迟到的人，
更糟糕。如同“有钱却拖着不还债”，要比无钱可还来得可耻。
   记住！你绝对不能有拖的毛病，因为我们的人生是拖不得的！太阳不拖、月亮不拖、星
星不拖，春秋四季、万物消长，都不拖。
   我们又岂能拖呢？

Biological Clock

i really need to reset my biological clock !!!
i am now sleep at about 2 or 3am and sometime even 4am in the normal school days...
if the next day is not school days, i may even sleep at 5 or 6am...
it has brought a lot of trouble to me...
i felt extremely sleepy in the classes either in school or tuition class...
and i always late for tuition class because i need to take a nap before the class begin...
but even i had took a nap, i still always lost my focus in the class...
i always fail to concentrate n i found my memory is getting bad !!!
it is terrible !!!
i must start to change my life into normal...
sleep before 12am n wake up at +_8am for weekends...
and try to jog in the paddy field at 6pm so i can sleep easier in the night...
REMEMBER
i take 5 subjects in the STPM n i need to work hard to get 5A !!!
i remember that one of my senior get 5C n she was "famous" for doing tat...
some of them also fail in PA n get no certificate...
i see one of them is now selling cloth in pasar pagi n he look shameful to see us there...
am i going to be like him?
i just get CGPA of 1.93 in my first exam !
i dun wan be the first person who get 14A in SPM but getting those terrible result in STPM !!!
unlike those from rich family, i will have no chance to get into U if i get those terrible result...
getting good result in STPM is the only chance for me to enter U...
i have just several months left to work on...
so please work hard now to get 5A in the coming STPM...
and the first step to achieve this goal is by changing the biological clock...