28/11

my relatives come to my house n they re staying here for 1 or 2 days...
it's really a challenge for me...
i wan to read PA in the living room de eh...
but 3 ppl, 6 eyes re looking at me...
even if they re not, i still feel that they re looking at me...
the feeling is really weird eh...
but if i read in my room, i will have to hear to their chit-chating sound from the both sites: my cousins n our parents...
n when they chat n laugh, i feel like wan to take a break n join them... haiz...
come back! my spirit, pls come back eh...

AND
it is the mating season of the cats....
so the female cat nearby re getting miang...
they always voice out the 'special attractive sound' loudly...
i can always hear them, sometimes even from the living room or in my bedroom...
walau eh, so noisy la...
male cat faster come to 'feed' it la...
until it no energy to make noise liao...

AND
somebody come to teach me how to read PA eh... T_T
so many jabatan n dasar...
read one then forget the previous one...
n always feel so sleepy when reading it... sienz...
hope i can read n cover it as soon as possible...
gam~ ba~ teh~~ zZZ...

November

finally...
it is alr november...
the last period for us to fight for the coming STPM....
2 weeks of revision n 3 weeks of exams...
just like wat wenxuan says...
nothing other than study now...
hope i can do that...
anyway, i will still do my best...
n wishes all the best for all my frens as well...

run run run

just now just have my first jogging for the last three months...
really long time din run liao... cant move at all...
most of the time re just walking...really sienz so say it....
but i will try to jog as frequently as possible...
as my stomach re growing so fast.... haiz...
i wan to be looked better when on the trip in december leh...
( although the main reason is that i alr cant wear most of the trousers liao la...)
emm... just ask me out to jog when u ppl wan to jog....

as for the coming stpm....
really need to rush liao...
just left about 2 weeks more....
haiz... hope i can get as much as i can in this time...
jia you ba...

Our Old Place

feeling so frus...
so i went to our old place just now...
to relax my mind n have a deep thinking...
quite miss of the time when we re there before...
buying those puasa food to enjoy it or them share with frens
or playing soil bombs there...
it is always a good place to be....
although some of the members re now in canada...
while some in colleges or wat....
at there, i try to calm down my mind...
really hope that bad things could finish soon...
i am not too shock with the trial result...
i can alr imagine about it when i pass up the papers...
however, it is still a bad feeling when i get the papers back...
i noe wat should i do now...
i will try to not think about other things that re not relavent to it...
clearing rubbish out of mind to focus on wat i should work on now...
i noe i can do it if i really put in my effort on it...
i wan to get my ticket to enter U...
n getting the course that i wan to have...

first week past

gosh...
just pass the first week of my trial....
with the chemistry paper 2 as my last paper....
i duno it is a good news or a bad news....
we have alr done most of the questions in the tuition before...
just a question from the structure was not included...
as to me..
i would say it is good for our marks but bad for our study...
we can score mark easier but gaining no knowledge or experience from it...
anyway, it is still work as a power to push us move...

before leaving school....
i heard of friends saying about going to the pasar to buy those puasa food just now...
ahh... long time din eat those food liao... quite miss of them de...
maybe i will be there this everning to taste it again...
hehe... then again i have to say sorry to my stomach n my tightening trousers liao...
maybe it is time to cut my meat to be sold lo...

about 2 weeks

omg....
the time left is just about 2 weeks to have my trial...
n i still have lots n lotsssssss of things haven read n done yet...

cant concentrate in the class or when reading something....
just a few sentence there but always need several minutes to read them....
then need another several minutes to understand them....
n the thing read just moment before can also forget easily....

gosh.... feel like wan to suicide alr....
or hit somebody kuat kuat if he.. er 'she' allow me to do so....
i really wonder how can he just act like an aunt n talk so much nonsense for a long period....

ok... just wan to express some feeling here...
i noe it has to be done no matter how difficult is it...
n i will work hard on it.... (hope i can do it consistantly...)
now wanna go back for my works liao....
so... 加油吧。。。

*dun talk to me when teacher is teaching or when i am reading....
i use to be very hot temple when i was disturbed n lose my concentration...
especially in these exam days...

視覺錯亂

A和B两个砖块的颜色是一样的喔！
不信？
没关系，因为我之前也是不信，
用小画家(paint)把周围的擦掉就知道真相了。
试试看吧！