life after stpm

long time din write blog liao...
it is alr about 1 month from the last post...
really lazy to update the blog after the exam...
before the exam, the time is always so less n limited n making me so nervous...
but, as the exam passes...
the time is becoming too much as i alr dunno how to ultilise them...
pc games, online, watching video...
everyday repeating doing the same thing...
haiz... very sienz ah...

however, i still have several thing wanted to be done in these days...
updating the friendster, facebook n this blog...
collecting photos n profile of our classmates n type it out...
relearn how to drive n cook...
n most important one...
reduce the fat on my body !!!
i noe the properbility is very low...
especially in this holiday... hehe...
see my result after several months la...

28/11

my relatives come to my house n they re staying here for 1 or 2 days...
it's really a challenge for me...
i wan to read PA in the living room de eh...
but 3 ppl, 6 eyes re looking at me...
even if they re not, i still feel that they re looking at me...
the feeling is really weird eh...
but if i read in my room, i will have to hear to their chit-chating sound from the both sites: my cousins n our parents...
n when they chat n laugh, i feel like wan to take a break n join them... haiz...
come back! my spirit, pls come back eh...

AND
it is the mating season of the cats....
so the female cat nearby re getting miang...
they always voice out the 'special attractive sound' loudly...
i can always hear them, sometimes even from the living room or in my bedroom...
walau eh, so noisy la...
male cat faster come to 'feed' it la...
until it no energy to make noise liao...

AND
somebody come to teach me how to read PA eh... T_T
so many jabatan n dasar...
read one then forget the previous one...
n always feel so sleepy when reading it... sienz...
hope i can read n cover it as soon as possible...
gam~ ba~ teh~~ zZZ...

November

finally...
it is alr november...
the last period for us to fight for the coming STPM....
2 weeks of revision n 3 weeks of exams...
just like wat wenxuan says...
nothing other than study now...
hope i can do that...
anyway, i will still do my best...
n wishes all the best for all my frens as well...

run run run

just now just have my first jogging for the last three months...
really long time din run liao... cant move at all...
most of the time re just walking...really sienz so say it....
but i will try to jog as frequently as possible...
as my stomach re growing so fast.... haiz...
i wan to be looked better when on the trip in december leh...
( although the main reason is that i alr cant wear most of the trousers liao la...)
emm... just ask me out to jog when u ppl wan to jog....

as for the coming stpm....
really need to rush liao...
just left about 2 weeks more....
haiz... hope i can get as much as i can in this time...
jia you ba...

Our Old Place

feeling so frus...
so i went to our old place just now...
to relax my mind n have a deep thinking...
quite miss of the time when we re there before...
buying those puasa food to enjoy it or them share with frens
or playing soil bombs there...
it is always a good place to be....
although some of the members re now in canada...
while some in colleges or wat....
at there, i try to calm down my mind...
really hope that bad things could finish soon...
i am not too shock with the trial result...
i can alr imagine about it when i pass up the papers...
however, it is still a bad feeling when i get the papers back...
i noe wat should i do now...
i will try to not think about other things that re not relavent to it...
clearing rubbish out of mind to focus on wat i should work on now...
i noe i can do it if i really put in my effort on it...
i wan to get my ticket to enter U...
n getting the course that i wan to have...

first week past

gosh...
just pass the first week of my trial....
with the chemistry paper 2 as my last paper....
i duno it is a good news or a bad news....
we have alr done most of the questions in the tuition before...
just a question from the structure was not included...
as to me..
i would say it is good for our marks but bad for our study...
we can score mark easier but gaining no knowledge or experience from it...
anyway, it is still work as a power to push us move...

before leaving school....
i heard of friends saying about going to the pasar to buy those puasa food just now...
ahh... long time din eat those food liao... quite miss of them de...
maybe i will be there this everning to taste it again...
hehe... then again i have to say sorry to my stomach n my tightening trousers liao...
maybe it is time to cut my meat to be sold lo...

about 2 weeks

omg....
the time left is just about 2 weeks to have my trial...
n i still have lots n lotsssssss of things haven read n done yet...

cant concentrate in the class or when reading something....
just a few sentence there but always need several minutes to read them....
then need another several minutes to understand them....
n the thing read just moment before can also forget easily....

gosh.... feel like wan to suicide alr....
or hit somebody kuat kuat if he.. er 'she' allow me to do so....
i really wonder how can he just act like an aunt n talk so much nonsense for a long period....

ok... just wan to express some feeling here...
i noe it has to be done no matter how difficult is it...
n i will work hard on it.... (hope i can do it consistantly...)
now wanna go back for my works liao....
so... 加油吧。。。

*dun talk to me when teacher is teaching or when i am reading....
i use to be very hot temple when i was disturbed n lose my concentration...
especially in these exam days...

視覺錯亂

A和B两个砖块的颜色是一样的喔！
不信？
没关系，因为我之前也是不信，
用小画家(paint)把周围的擦掉就知道真相了。
试试看吧！

創意廣告

two really funny video here....
cant embed it into here...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHpuW0Pd2xU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XhXA498JR8&feature=related

女生看帥哥和醜男的分別

帥哥微笑　　　　　　　陽光，　　　醜男微笑　　　　　　　猥瑣
帥哥對自己微笑　　　　討厭，　　　醜男對自己微笑　　　　變態
帥哥留鬚　　　　　　　不羈，　　　醜男留鬚　　　　　　　不修邊幅
帥哥看書　　　　　　　斯文，　　　醜男看書　　　　　　　書呆子
帥哥做運動　　　　　　活力，　　　醜男做運動　　　　　　減肥
帥哥睡著了　　　　　　可愛，　　　醜男睡著了　　　　　　懶惰
帥哥口甜舌滑　　　　　風趣，　　　醜男口甜舌滑　　　　　流氓
帥哥一言不發　　　　　冷酷，　　　醜男一言不發　　　　　自閉
帥哥對女士禮讓　　　　風度，　　　醜男對女士禮讓　　　　不安好心眼
帥哥耍温柔　　　　　　體貼，　　　醜男耍温柔　　　　　　娘娘腔
帥哥裝豪邁　　　　　　男人味，　　醜男裝豪邁　　　　　　粗漢一名
帥哥的頭髮被風吹起　　瀟灑，　　　醜男的頭髮被風吹起　　頭皮別飄過來
帥哥放了個屁　　　　　一定是旁邊那個醜男幹的!

Haiz... dun like tis lo...

一張圖分出你是用左腦還是右腦

一張圖分出你是用左腦還是右腦

如果你看見這個舞女是順時針轉，說明你用的是右腦；
如果是逆時針轉，說明你用的左腦。
耶魯大學耗時5年的研究成果，據說。
14%的美國人可以兩個方向都能看見


補充資料:
大腦就是你自己的智囊。科學研究證明，大腦分為左半球和右半球。左半球是管人的右邊的一切活動的，一般左腦具有語言、概念、數位、分析、邏輯推理等功能；右半球是管人的左邊的一切活動的，右腦具有音樂、繪畫、空間幾何、想像、綜合等功能。
人的左右半腦是不平衡發展的，統計顯示，絕大多數人是左腦發達（其中大約一半的人比較均衡一些）。全球有10％的人是左撇子，即右腦比較發達。而左右腦的發育程度不同，隱含了你的很多特質和天賦的秘密：
理解數學和語言的腦細胞集中在左半球；發揮情感、欣賞藝術的腦細胞集中在右半球。
右半腦發達的人在知覺和想像力方面有可能更強一些；而且知覺、空間感和把握全域的能力都有可能更強一些。在各種動作上相對更敏捷一些。
右腦最重要的貢獻是創造性思維。右腦不拘泥於局部的分析，而是統觀全域，以大膽猜測跳躍式地前進，達到直覺的結論。在有些人身上，直覺思維甚至變成一種先知能力，使他們能預知未來的變化，事先做出重大決策。
左腦的記憶回路是低速記憶，而右腦的是高速記憶，左腦記憶是一種"劣根記憶"，右腦記憶則讓人驚歎，它有"過目不忘"的本事。
處理簡單的語言問題時人們左腦相對活躍；左腦發達的人處理事情比較有邏輯、條理。
左腦發達在社交場合比較活躍，善於判斷各種關係和因果。
左腦發達善於統計，方向感強。
左腦發達善於組織。
左腦發達善於做技術類、抽象的工作（如電腦程式設計）。
男性是根據右腦和左腦各自不同的分工來使用大腦的；相比之下，女性卻可以同時使用左腦和右腦。
男性和女性大腦的最大區別主要是大腦皮層的構造不同。女性大腦的溝通交流能力特別發達，她們細緻、敏感，能夠通過察言觀色來瞭解對方的心理，直覺也很靈敏。從構造上看，女性左右腦的腦梁部分粗於男性，因此左右腦可以順利地同時使用。
多數男性方向感天生就比女性強。
男性的語言表達能力和理解能力遠遜於女性

i just see tis n found tat it is interesting so i post it here....
i can see it rotate clockwise if see normally...
but see it rotate anti-clockwise if i use 余光 to see it...
so... how about u?

Just Finish Monthy Test

i have just finish my monthy test....
now i alr can predict the result of the test...
sure very cham....
do not get enough preparation....
chemistry only finish the organic part... (just look one eye on each part...)
maybe the paper still not in tat 'ugly way' but the chemis quiz sure die one...
all 40 question but i have about 20 questions re just simply tick one...
especially in the calculation one... have no idea of how to solve them....

n....
i have make a big mistake in wednesday n thursday's night....
i do not start to read at the earlier time...
when i start to read... i found tat my mind is blank n cant concentrate on the study....
then, i decide to set alarm.. to wake me up earlier than time before to do some revision...
but it dun work.... i wake up at 7am by the call of my mum....
damn.... it means i am not prepared to anythings yet...
surely... i get to rush to view the formula on each chapter....
it's suck to fast view them ALL with the nervous n hot temper feeling...
when it was first happen at thursday morning, i think i might be bcos the battery is low alr so it cant function well...
so i change it with the new one tat night but same incident happens again..... =_=

so i learn something from tis incident...
I CANT TRUST THE ALARM !!! IT DIN WORK ON ME...
i dun wan it to happen again ah... T_T

Look like Pregnant ? saying NO to the tayar builder !!!!

just like the pic shown...
i have big problem... although i am not pregnant...
i have the growing of my stomach due to lack of activity....
it is just growing like a ballon n sometimes i am worrying when it will explose....
especially i can feel it suddenly become so much bigger when i was having a deep breath, eating too much or drink a lot of water....
haiz.... the fatty layers in my body is too high alr...
when i was having my hair cut yesterday, the round n big face plus the double chin did scare me....
frens n teachers had alr advise me to exercise regularly... but i was too lazy to step out of my room....
maybe it has been my habit to stay in my room n do not like to have activity that is tiring....

now... i will work on it to make my body loss fat at the first level....
followed by making my body fitter...
hope i can do so... n keep on working it....
maybe i should have my determination strenghten before i can do it....
with the first step of stepping out from my room....
god bless me...

行尸走肉

i have become a 行尸走肉 in my room....
tis kind of days alr continue so long liao....
n yet not getting any improvement but it work on the opposite site.....
ya... spending free time over n over again like tis...
just sit in front of the pc to watch the programmes from youtube....
even when not open pc, still not doing any work but lay on the bed doing nothing or taking a nap, which can make me late for the tuitions n owing the homeworks...
every time i think that i need to change, to make my effort for the approaching STPM...
especially after school or tuition, the mind of doing tat is stronger...
but when i just enter my room... the first thing tat i will do automatically is to switch on my pc n sit in front of it...
then... several hours re gone...
haiz... really angry with myself for tis kind of things....
just look at the midyear result, it's suck...
but wat to do? u re doing nothing in the free time so the marks just reflect it...

less than 2 months left for the trial...
it's time to work hard liao...

walau eh... story telling competition ah?

walau.....
really cant tahan with them....
just to get my chemis mark corrected by mr chai also can say like this...
wat begging the mark with "full face of tear"....
the worse thing is tat is was heard by mr lau....
oh........

since when my life become like tis de......
just getting shot with various stories when i just wan to say a word....
ya... even a single word can also get shot....
(tell me y tis kind of thing can happen? WHY?!! )
sometimes even get it before i have the chance to say a word....
haiz...

however, it is somehow quite funny to be with them as frens...
if not my life will be so boring....
(but most the time they re too noisy !!!)
hehe.... although i also like to hear them shotting each others...
like chuan's square face, ehang's skin's colour n boonyong's "superb beloved"....
it is full of fun time in the class....
haha.... ok la... somehow feel grateful to be here also... (a bit la... about 10%)
ok now... as the last sentence...
i just wan to say that i feel it is great to have u ppl who re reading here as my frens....

Great Optical Illusions

太扯了

Mr Ong's call

it is such a big surprise for me....
alr set the alarm for rang at 2pm...
but stop the alarm n continue to sleep until mr ong call me....
n i'm blur to respond for several seconds until i recognize his voice...
what a big shame n i can hear ppl laughing from the phone... haiz....
feel sorry for him cos alr not attending his class in this condition many time liao...
tomoro will go to somebody's house to avoid it from happening again...

- i will try to change my sleeping habit.... dun wan to sleep over liao la.....

It's time to WORK !!!

just finish my midyear exam....
really a shit exam... the worst i have ever had...
from the question, i noe tat teachers have lower down the difficulty to let us get a good mark...
the questions asked is actually not difficult but i cant answer them...
now i dare not think of getting a good mark...
just a PASS for all the subjects alr can make me feel so grateful...
but i afraid tat will not happen... especially for physics n chemistry...
(i dun wan to have my first red ink in my report book ah !!!)
not only the midyear exam, i also do bad in the MUET...
the summary part wan us to describe but i only write down the points...
my essay's points re also not strong enough... really need to prepare for my next MUET exam...

haiz... really feel so disappointed for myself...
the new batch of lower six has enter the school recently...
then i just realise tat i was doing nothing in the previous year...
my brain is not just blank of wat should be learn in form six...
but the things learn in the spm level is also being forgotten...
feel like just wasting the time...

it's really the time for me to work hard...
tat is only about 3 months left for the trial which is also very important...
hope i can regain my interest n concentration in study then try to score well in the exam...

MUET Speaking Test

just have my second speaking test yesterday...
the main tittle is how to make the most effective way for studying n teaching
n luckily, i am candidate D n getting quite a good topic:
-> to have more coursework n educational trips...
haha.. it is the best topic ever in our group cos i can separate it into 2 parts to get more points....
one more lucky thing is tat we had just visited parlimen this monday...
surely i have use it as a good example to support my points....
but i some how feel a bit "not song" when go to the group discussion part...
the "A" had make the opening yet she wants to make the conclusion...
she says she had talk less n she try to talk more...
but how with others? i am still ok but sam n khing even talk lesser then her...
feel like a bit sorry to them cos i may be the one who use lots of time... hehe....
by the way, i hope all of us can do well in our coming saturday ( hope i can achieve band 5 la...)
but... for the coming midyear exam... arrrrrr... headache ah !!!

迟到大王

    我小时候，常听大人说“早起三光，晚起三慌”，又总是听他们在早早准备，到头来还
是赶不及的时候说：“起个大早，赶个晚集！”
   我当时就不解地问：既然讲早起的人，可以看见旭光、月光和星光同时在天空，好像非
常从容，又怎么会“起个大早，赶个晚集”呢？
   他们的回答很简单：“因为拖！”
   这使我想起初来纽约，常在示范画大瀑布的时候，问参观的人有没有去过尼加拉瀑布，
令人意外的是，居然摇头的占了相当高的比例，他们的道理也很简单：“因为近，心想反正
什么时候要去都成，所以一直拖下来.”妙的是那些人多半去过需要几天车程的佛罗里达，
或更远的夏威夷。
   “拖”就是这么妙，拖时间的人，不一定是没有时间，反而可能有充裕的时间；拖欠债
款的人，常在手头有钱时拖着不还，直到没有钱；拖延不给朋友回信的人，也可能总是把信
放在案头，天天都想回，却一拖就是几个月。
   你会发现，爱迟到的人，似乎总是迟到，远程的约会，他要迟到；在他家旁边碰面，他
还是可能迟到；连你早早到他家，坐在客厅里等，只见他东摸摸、西磨磨，到头来，仍然无
法准时出发，这原因是什么呢？难道是心理有毛病吗？
   我想他们的心理不是真有毛病，却可能是心里总想着：“不急嘛！时间还多！”“不急
嘛！还有一些时间！”“不急嘛！大概正好可以赶上！”“不急嘛！如果运气好，还不会迟
太多！”“不急嘛！别的人也不可能准时！”
   最后则是：“不急嘛！反正已经迟了！”
   问题是，他这一拖就不知拖去了别人多少时间，更失去了多少宝贵的光阴和成功的机
会。
   跟我学画的学生，常对我说：“老师！我的墨总是磨不黑，怎么办？”
   我的答案很简单：“多磨一会儿！”
   可不是吗？如果他的墨不是本来就做成灰颜色的，而是真正的黑墨，当然不可能磨不
黑，所以磨不黑并非墨的问题而在于他自己。
   同样的，如果你问我：“我就是爱拖，怎么办？”
   我的答案则是：“不要拖！立刻行动！”
   当你把心里面那些“不急嘛！”“不急在今天！”“时间还多！”的意念完全抛开，而
告诉自己“立刻行动”时，你拖的毛病就会霍然而愈了！
   由于你不论多早起床，却总是弄得迟迟出门，而常在第一堂课迟到，使我不得不说这一
大番话给你听，因为“起个大早，赶个晚集”的人，要比那忘了上闹钟，而起晚迟到的人，
更糟糕。如同“有钱却拖着不还债”，要比无钱可还来得可耻。
   记住！你绝对不能有拖的毛病，因为我们的人生是拖不得的！太阳不拖、月亮不拖、星
星不拖，春秋四季、万物消长，都不拖。
   我们又岂能拖呢？

Biological Clock

i really need to reset my biological clock !!!
i am now sleep at about 2 or 3am and sometime even 4am in the normal school days...
if the next day is not school days, i may even sleep at 5 or 6am...
it has brought a lot of trouble to me...
i felt extremely sleepy in the classes either in school or tuition class...
and i always late for tuition class because i need to take a nap before the class begin...
but even i had took a nap, i still always lost my focus in the class...
i always fail to concentrate n i found my memory is getting bad !!!
it is terrible !!!
i must start to change my life into normal...
sleep before 12am n wake up at +_8am for weekends...
and try to jog in the paddy field at 6pm so i can sleep easier in the night...
REMEMBER
i take 5 subjects in the STPM n i need to work hard to get 5A !!!
i remember that one of my senior get 5C n she was "famous" for doing tat...
some of them also fail in PA n get no certificate...
i see one of them is now selling cloth in pasar pagi n he look shameful to see us there...
am i going to be like him?
i just get CGPA of 1.93 in my first exam !
i dun wan be the first person who get 14A in SPM but getting those terrible result in STPM !!!
unlike those from rich family, i will have no chance to get into U if i get those terrible result...
getting good result in STPM is the only chance for me to enter U...
i have just several months left to work on...
so please work hard now to get 5A in the coming STPM...
and the first step to achieve this goal is by changing the biological clock...